Aisophistic

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"Its not an attitude,
its the way I am"

twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.

they sure made my ride of life worthwhile.

Aisophistic Aishah

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Monday, March 19, 2007, lost and searching @ 1:14 AM

ferst of all, i would like to share the lost of my grandma.. my beloved grandma which i get to spend 1 wk plus with all her stories and useful advises.. she stayed at my hse.. but rase terkilan lah sgt coz at that period i was hectic with dancework and studies.. she tenat, dancework aner dgn politics issue then family prob.. wah at that period mcm nk give up pun ader... smp pernah masuk hosp due to stress all but alhamdullilah i still managed to be strong and pull thru..

and now after noeing my results for todae despite e sadness i still can smile.. and surprised by bestfren love bringing him to my grandpa hse.. i noe ur reading this.. read on.. u dont noe u surprised me like totally.. love u bestfren.. u also be strong okae with ur situation... downs make us stronger as in indi.. i believed wad i faced during that period really benefit me alot.. stronger emotionally despite weak physically..

issues likebig family prob and add on to that, nearing to comp, fall sick terribly, love issues and grandma very sick.. all this helps me to become who i am todae at this moment.. at this second itself i realised a lot of tings and more to that, my potential.. my ability.. i agree to wad nasarath said.. im still surprised as i still get to achieve dist for 2 of most unexpected subject.. and still maintain a gd gpa.. alhamdullilah, syukur ke hadrat illahi.. theres still hope for me to go where i want to go and achieve my dreams.. insya-Allah.. Amin..

im missing my grandma oreadi..
now everyting over.. dancework, kinda better situation.. and lesser tension and stress.. but with the lost of grandma.. allahyarhamha hajjah minah bte ahmad.. aishah akan rase kehilangan nenek.. segala nasihat nenek maseh tetap di ingatan aishah nek.. aishah sygkn nenek sgt.. aishah akan sentiasa doakan nenek.. insya-allah.. kpd kawan2 ku yg hadir, terima kaseh lah bynk2.. and to bestfren, i miss u and tanks so much for that surprise.. u really wowed me okae dear.. haha.. tk expect eh dier akan dtg despite hectic day dier.. touched! i really appreciate ur effort bestfren..

i shall stop here..
bye