Aisophistic

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"Its not an attitude,
its the way I am"

twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.

they sure made my ride of life worthwhile.

Aisophistic Aishah

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Thursday, August 30, 2007, i wonder when @ 1:54 PM

when TEP over, i was telling myself, i will have more time to spent with my friends, him, family and even myself. but i was WRONG! although classical takes me 3 hrs per day and thursday off, and friday whole day, im still busy. and its really tiring.

i just cant recall when i had time, i meant QUALITY time with him, bacin, frens and even my family. tings happen lately makes me feel helpless and felt that i tink its time for me to let go of somting that ive really love to do. but thinking of it, its really heartpain for me to let go of my passion. it sucks!

i agree with nasarath that i have different commitments now. im not going to drop tuition as its also somting i like to do.

i just feel like saying this. I MISS HISHAM AND MY BACIN badly. and i miss them real miss them. although we met all that, but its totally different. im like crying here while typing. i miss him and her real bad. i cant even recall whens the last time i had quality time with them.

i miss those times when i had real laugh, fun, crying moments, girly toks, gossiping, bitching with bacin! i really miss her! when are things gonna be better for me and time is my friend again.

and dear, i miss spending quality times with you. you may be there often but you are fitting in my schedule. i felt im selfish. dear, those things you did for me whether you noe it or not, had really impacted me in my life. i shall not say much.

okae, such an emo post.
but i dont want because of my busy schedule i lose important persons in my life. i LOVE them!

and not forgettng my family, tings happening making me strong. but i shall hold on and pull through. i want to make a difference.

myself, i need a break. and real break. to at least watch TV programmes. but i noe time are different now.

i wonder till when
when its going to be over.