Aisophistic

Sunday, December 23, 2007, RIMAS @ 10:28 PM

Lari, lari, lari
Aku lari tingalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari, cari, cari
Ketenangan diri

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu

Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa Aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana Aku yang sengsara

Rimas, rimas aku rimas

keluhan hati yg ikhlas. for the first time i totally vent out and let it out. and i hope you understand. people make mistake at any age and dont be egoisitic to even admit ur mistake and apologized. i hope i send the message across and make it to the notice of you. i mean no harm. its just that this time round. i totally cannot take it anymore and it had finally exploded. it had even come to the extent that i have to leave the house with diff intention just now and headed on to my saviour house. thanks kak. uve been there for me at the right time. and i noe u will always give me neutral advises. this are some of the reason i want an elder sister. like wad ppl say, if dont have it, search it. someone that can give me advise based on experiences. pasal no matter what it is, dier rasa garam lebih beb!

it was really the first time the first time. when itexceededandexplodeduetointensiveandhurt.

you guess it right. im having my holidays. its been a week. and ask me bout it. its disastrous i tell you. people out there having fun and enjoying or i should say at least relaxing. and wad am i doing at home? with endless revision hmm to be precise, catching up as exam is in 1 mth time. yah i repeat ONE=1 time. im having attachment in FEB thats why it explains earlier exam period and NO STUDY BREAK! and not to forget with 3 projects. and icas starting even on the 3rd day of new year? how pathetic and dreadful can school life be. but i believe all this and even with current obstacles and more to come, i grew. yup, i grew to become a more stronger individual. im not ur girly girl anymore k b. but im still that cute girl.

and yah how pathetic can life be? i can only meet my bacin not on even more that one day a week? dont u tink its unfair. aku pun tau erti rindu tau! i totally have no idea when is this gonna end. i wonder. she have been meeting her poly frens more than her bacin. WHY? blame it on me. wad a schdule i have and worst shes also packed with her daily tings and that makes me slalu tertanyer. nk tanyer ke tk. and worst even i cant tell when im free. tings have been that bad lately.

hari raya haji. the day which i dont even feel like it is. my grandma sister, passed away. grandpa very ill. brought to clinic with that hari raya costume. cousin fainted and dashed and hospitalised. uncle in hosp too. how hari raya haji can make a painted memory in me. grandpa been living in my house for quite some time. he went home today. my grandpa is 80 aniwae! maseh tetap hansem eh. haha.

on a lighter note, todays my 6th. and i miss that boy. alot. we have not been meeting for quite some time and not to mention i cant even recall when we had a time where theres noting at all like then. it was weeks ago. thanks dear for understanding my situation. and no need to mentioned. you are my best BOY! iloveu. <3

what a day to celeb my anni.
accompanied with a rainy face of mine.
plus storms everywhere.