Aisophistic

Sunday, February 17, 2008, insanity @ 1:33 AM

as usual i will do my little and conscientious "blog hopping" or any preferred term that you may call it. finally, i managed to create a new entry. maybe lose the touch of blogging. pity bacin, she cant get to post her entries anymore. and that explains looking at the same entry without new ones at her blog. but i will never fail to visit it everyday at work. although i knew the fact though. degil katerkn. =)

so how have my week been. attachment begun, as mentioned. 1 week had passed. it was a good start afterall. as soon as i reached home, watch selected tv programmes and immediately i knocked out. i will be exhausted by the time i reached home. and there was once i felt dread to go to work. and that is because, there are some issues that i faced. but its now much clearer for me. im looking forward to be able to practice wad ive learnt in my course of study and to be able to apply it in real practical working world. besides, thats wad ipp is all about. i think its too early to evaluate though. and so i will wait patiently for work to come my way. the opportunity i have to work there is definitely something i will never forget.

today as per normal, i went for tarian prac. and finally we are prepared for our show next sun,24 feb at serangoon central. i guess next week will be an "action packed" week for me. renting the costume for the show on tues, with mrlove 23rd bdae on weds, and dance show preparation on sat and finally the show, on sun! and yeah, not forgetting with my attachment.

when everyone gets busy with work and all, that is when the true meaning of friendship comes in. everyone of us have different views and opinions in life and definitely different desires and commitments. but i believe true friends will stay alto they cant be there for you physically. but how long, i wonder myself at times. nonetheless, they are the ones that have always and will always light up ur life. let it be if it means messaging or even frensta msg or even msn, it can mean a lot to someone but it may mean noting to another. but the intention is still there to be "my friend" and "be ur friend". its never going to be the same again. of course in life, as you climb the mountain higher, alot more sacrifices and alot more obstacles you will have to face. but never do i want to risk or even sacrifice my friendship with my frens, be it a him, or a her in my life as time goes by. like the saying goes, "biar jauh di mata dekat di hati". cewah. from meeting in schools during recess time everyday to now, having gatherings occasionally.

i will never forget all those moments and as usual its still vivid in my mind. i love the friendship that we still can maintained guys, (both the him and the her). seriously. i may not be there at times physically due to unforseeable situations but believe me, u guys are always there sitting specially in the corner of my heart. but i noe action speaks louder than words, and it contradicts who i am, unfortunately. as i am a tell not show person, as easy to say, expressive personality. that makes me at e lose end, i guess. To me, friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art, It has no survival value, rather is one of those things that give value to survival. my friends, give value to my survival.

and right now, this girl here is smiling here. coz she gets to go online and at least blog and tell those frens of mine out there that i love them! and of crse i love my mrlove. =)

ending it with a quote which i find it so true.

"Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you" and most importantly, love urself.

Before i forget, i came across this online book and read it during work. and this phrase really catches my attention and felt like sharing with you readers.

"Happiness and sadness are not caused by your surroundings. They’re caused by your thinking."