twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.
Sunday, February 17, 2008, it had always been you, CT @ 3:00 AM
and when i feel not nice, she will always be my source of making me wearing a smile on my face. i idolise her. i admire her. you guess it right, its SITI NURHALIZA. always will.
i felt shitty and thus here you see me again, ranting again. i will try my best despite at times i do feel im not making it better, but making it thoroughly worst. and so at times thats when i felt i should have just shut up and stop making the other feel better coz it doesnt seems to work at all. but its just my nature to lift that someone up especially when he or she means alot to me. and i will still be what i wants to do. alto at times it takes risk as negativity leads to unwanted words. but i believe when someone is negative, he or she may not mean his/her words or it can be otherwise, he/she meant wad he/she really said till he/she cant take it anymore and blurt it out. which i hope will not. i want to be there for you. no matter when its in ur down and ur up. but it seems difficult now.
life is all about being put to a test. test that you leads expects it or u dont even expect it. but dont stop believing that every test has its reasons and the reasons will make known to you when the time comes. ultimately, when you get thru the test, that is when you actually realised urself. when you lift up and stand up and recalled how you fell. thats when you will feel, ur way better than who you are previously. pessimistic makes you have more pests in ur life. sounds wrong. i noe. but, everybody is entitled to your own opinion and views. and same goes to me. pests pests. haha.
hoping for a better day for both you and me, i pray.