the reason why im here blogging instead of working. yes u guess it rite. i am not feeling well. i fell sick. i am having fever, sore throat and flu. the doctor claim it to be normal flu. but indeed a good time for me to rest after a packed period i had. and now, the period's over.

my show was over and its done! although some issues were brought up and dissapointments were faced from the audience, the show was over and the dancers was happy. such a relieved and a sense of satisfaction when my choreography was put to display at the show. thanks for the support of the family and not forgetting bacin, mr love and his mum. mr love and his mum came down too. and of course after much persuasion my mum and aunt came down too. lin's family came down too. such a family day we had. it ended off with a bang indeed.

there were moments when some issues can send me into a whirlpool of thoughts. i will at times be at crossroads of some tings, not sure of where to go. and even at times i will be floored by the contents of some statements made. nah, im just being paranoid i tink. it can sometimes sound somewhat callous to me. but that is when i have to conceal my glee and my sadness in order to put on a good show? am i being fake then? of course i am. but at times i felt being honest and being sincere in whatever you do, not hoping for anyting in return, will somehow touch another not now but maybe time to come. i cant deny that at times im mystified by things that are happening all around. but i noe down the road, there are more things installed for us. and this obstacles will do noting but just to test you. testings testing and testing.

its been quite some time i have not upload pics here. well here it goes.

my sister and myself

mesmerized by the cake i guess. the 'queen' of the day.