Aisophistic

Wednesday, March 05, 2008, a great day @ 8:56 AM

why am i here blogging when i should be working my ass off right? practically, because im having free time and decided to pen my words here in this virtual diary of mine. in fact, honestly, i miss blogging. where there is constant updates at least 2 days apart from me to update the avid readers on whats the concurrent "happening" things in my life.

ATTACHMENT? i guess its best for me not to rant. as my close ones exactly knows wads happening here. but im still being positive of things here. i still do look forward to coming to work.

over the weekends previously, i was having a GREAT time or should i say, SUPERB time with RETRIEVEUS. not all of my cliques were there but almost all. some were not there due to some reasons. and what is this outing im talking about? its BACIN'poly bbq pit. Met new people although some were of contrary character which is seemed unbelievable. Like the saying goes, dont judge a book by its cover. nah who am i to judge also. afterall, it was a good meetup for us and "networking".

yesterday, went out and had a GORGEOUSLY SUPERB time with the BACIN and GURLFREN LIN. out of many people i could bump, i bumped into my own cousin whom ive not met for ages? ABG RIZAL. with his "friend" haha=) his crap had always make my day although at times i feel like spanking him. hahahaha. even my friends said that he's a hilarious person. and yah, the kid was SUPER CUTE. and with me who loves a baby boy, dgn tk tau malunyer aku cium tu bdk!!. =) many opinions and views were exchanged. how much we have changed over the years. god knows that. and most importantly we are still steadily having meetups(not frequent) and catching up. im aware that things have change in fact for all of us. we have reached the adulthood stage where we are heading to find our identity, achieve our dreams and so forth. but not to mention our friendship grows even stronger as time flies. from a typical secondary school student to now! just look at us physically, i guess you can spot the changes.

as for lin, im glad things are going steadily for you. and hoping to be updated with "good" news? soon? 14 march jgn luper beb. i think its time to get your butt on gear to start thinking what to get or which bridal to take? MELAMPAU. i know. ECHEH!!!!

and bacin, what the hell were you doing late at night when people are all snoring (including me) and probably having sweet dreams or nightmares? haha. you better have enough sleep. ingat superwoman pe? like always, i have always enjoyed your company. I LOVE when you are around. alamak shy ah.

sometimes some tings are better left unsaid. and words can indirectly hurt others or even leave someone dumbfounded, not knowing what to say or response. even jokes or normal remarks. i guess its no longer the same anymore or maybe im hoping too much to turn back time. i miss those times. but those times are the period where we were growing up. and now, when everyone have moved ahead in life, how can i possibly make things change back to how it used to be. i guess we have to be adaptable and get used to the new change. time change everything. people, life, and even ur surroundings. and even i do change. the best way is to anticipate any situations and respond to it sincerely. there is a comparison though, major. and so now i understand why it was instilled in me that perception and thinking since young. but its just the strong side of me wanting to make things possible and at least true in some eyes that hey, it is really happening man! why is there a need to compare, even till now im clueless.
or maybe im just being too sensitive. this is not meant for anyone our there, so jgn terasa yah. i just blog what i felt like saying.

hey you, well said!

i have not mention much about this hot girl, none other than nassie dear. i would like to thanks nasarath dearie for always making my day. and help me pass the day at work. chatting with her will definitely makes me awake and keeps me excited all the time. thanks dear for being there for me when i needed someone at that time. be it personal or even work stuff. i can relate to you that much now. thanks for being there love. i love you, my sunshine.

and to baby, ive always loved you. and for sure with you, theres no darkness i cant overcome.
i love you dear.