Aisophistic

Monday, March 17, 2008, a long update, for sure! @ 9:36 AM

its been quite some time since i last blogged. i was supposedly to go online on weekends. but i was lethargic and just felt that my bed's welcoming more than my laptop. i guess my laptop miss me rite, dear pooh pooh laptop? yah, im sure you guys are aware or for some may not at all. im a huge fan for WINNIE THE POOH. and i had decided to decorate my lappy with stickers of pooh. and as usual, its awesome with pooh decorations on my one and only laptop. i swear. hah!

and so my weekends were spent for the family. missed those times though. sat was grandma 1st yr since she passed away. and so we had prayers for it. what makes me miss her the most was when her 3 sisters (in all=5 sisters) was there and one of them, gosh, totally reminds me of her. i miss you so much, nenek. so much that it hurts to not see u again in one piece. but i know it will never come true. if only one more day i could sit down and talk to you and listen to you when your last few days f your life were spent at my hse. and i was busy with dancework preparation. ur time has come, the ones left will come too, soon or later. nobody knows. only HE knows. i dont want to start tearing here while working. imissyousososomuch, nenek.

and on sunday then, was spent with mr love family. mum went to graveyard, to visit her. dad was at granny hse to take care of her. when i see mrlove grandma, i feel nice and makes me recall my grandma. thats why i love talking to elderly now. im really missing her more and more when im now blogging. i think i should stop. we watched KELAKAR RABAK at his hse. it was hilarious. had a great time laughing with mrlove'smum and brother,emi. how nice. hah!

anihoos, my cousin, susy, is getting married very soon. i dont know but im feeling it. im feeling sad but yet happy for her. im so close to her since we were kids. memories of we having the same primary school, she protecting me whenever i was bullied. shes like an elder sister to me. i love her. but when she was engaged, i start to back out myself from her. as i felt i can no longer depend on her like i used to. shes going to be someone's. in fact she is already. but firman, her fiance have never make me felt im like 'disturbance' when im with them. in fact i have effing good time with them as always. okae now, i miss them. ive been lacking so much in family issues nowadays. and so the date have been discussed and its confirmed to be 30.11.08.
its going to be the first anak dara of my 'grandma' (my dad's side) to have a wedding ceremony. woah! so am i wrong to be damn excited alto its like end of e yr? i know sumpah, i will be poured with qns like so when is ur turn, coz me and susy is like 'belangkas'.always tgt.

im truly excited and ive earlier reminded her to include me in her assistants for her wedding be it how simple she wants it to be. but one thing i will always hmmm. when she always will return this qns to me. so kau biler plak nk masuk cincin. astaga. hmmm. and so dear cuzzy kau akan jadi isteri orang tk lamer lagi. gosh, i will miss u even more. time is different now. i just cant believe it a part of me, my 'elder sister' is becoming mrs already. it feels different. but whatever it is, im happy for u, sincerely. imissunow.

and on sat, had a great time confiding in kak lindah. another sister of mine. 'elder sister' from mum's side. she was agreeable to what i had in mind. so org tu nk sponsor cupcake, jgn tk jadi ah eh kak. hah! and kak, ur daughter, irah (my niece). ohmy! gettng cuter and so clever. so smart in fact. "oh im sori lah" SO CUTE!

im meeting my gurlfrens and bacin today! its THE FANTASTIC FOUR again, like at last! mem bacin, gf lin, gf fila. we are catching STEP UP 2. alto i watched it online, i still want to watch it with these ppl. i dont mind coz i know its worth the 2nd round. and besides in theatre, its totally different. im sure im gonna have a great time _______ (fill in relevant words) at the dancers. esp tyler, but kinda special appearance only.

simplycantwait.