Aisophistic

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"Its not an attitude,
its the way I am"

twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.

they sure made my ride of life worthwhile.

Aisophistic Aishah

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Saturday, April 05, 2008, drained out @ 11:53 PM

seriously i have one word to say, im drained out.

sometimes i wonder why am i always doing someting at every second of the day. and whats worst is when i feel not tired but kept thinking to myself, what am i actually doing. there will always be plan for me. i neither complain neither do i feel esctatic about this. but you know the feeling of being a jack of all trades and master of nothing. surprisingly, my tarian fren and kompang guys idolise me as they said im versatile. and i dont even feel proud of it but i felt this feeling, its undescribable. its not the feeling of you walking aimlessly but you are walking along the path "designed" for you. at times throughout the journey, you start to question urself, what are you actually doing.

i think this is the inner problem with me.
okae, im like packed on weekends.
and weekdays im currently working.
and so when do i have time for myself? i reckon it will never happen.
honestly, if you ask me to tell you a few days back wad was i doing, i cannot tell you what and when. that bad right. sometimes i feel like i dont meet ppl for ages. an eg, that i felt so much, my bacin of course.
but nonetheless, im not saying that i dont enjoy or im not happy with my life right now?
and it will not happen on that note, as i have a supportive and wonderful family, mrlove, bacin and my bros and gurlfrens. so what more can i ask for? but the inner self speaks a different thing.

but sometimes, when at this kind of time, like now, im facing this laptop letting out wad i feel, i could really feel my body asking me to rest, take a break aishah. i guess above all, is just another crap inner feeling of mine.

came back from tarian and now thinking of editing the songs. i choreoed the songs. sombong, culo remix and break it off.

tml is mini celebration for mrlove mums bdae. and ive yet to wrap the gift and the flowers i bought especially for her. hope she will be happy with this mini celebration we planned for her.

i can sense the real working world is going to be wicked! i can feel it. reality sets in. but thats life. so live it.

to gurlfren lin, be strong dear. no matter how bad situation gets, never ever give up in life. its not going to be easy. but things happen for a reason. ader hikmah sebaliknyer. insya-allah, things will get better. mintak pedoman dan petunjuk dariNYA. insya-allah dear. we will always be there for you. take care dear. imissyou. HUGS!