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Thursday, July 31, 2008, Napfa and everything else @ 12:54 AM

and yes, it was the day just now. the napfa test. i had my trainings all along and i ran pretty well. proud to say, i can complete the 2.4 in 14mins which is of gold standard when all along, i failed during secondary school. coz you know why? i dont give a damn, seriously. but this time round, the last chance, and when i decided to why not prove myself that i can make it. at least pass. and so i trained. love helped me in this. he gave me the motivation i can do it. and so yes, i trained, to say almost every week? but the last 2 weeks, yes i didnt. in fact i was so happy when i could even get a gold standard for 2.4 and that shows i can do it! but i dont know what happen to me today. I FAILED NAPFA. and its the whole napfa. you know why? standing broad jump, which was my strength all along back in secondary school days, i failed it. never ever failed it. gosh what happened. and worst, the effort, 2.4. yes i failed! and with a few seconds. its seriously dissapointing. all along i was gold range and i had confident. but what happen to me. i guess its e weather, coz it was so freaking hot. and yes, its straight away after the 5 stations we had. break for like 5 to 10 mins only. oh my! im sorry love, i dissapoint you.

oh yah, i feel like sharing this. i guess this is normal for my close frens to hear this coming from my dad. dad was swearing his ic broke. and he said that the government stupid. and they are clever coz, they make the ic thin enough so that it can break easily and the money goes back to them. so u tell me, how analytical he can be. and yes he twisted the situation to be from his fault to the government fault entirely in a funny way. daddy, daddy, i love you. i guess my gurlfrens will be laughing and imagined the way my dad say all this, in a damn angry way. sumpah kelakar!

days counting. its exactly another 15 days taking into account its thursday today. yes 15 days more to the war again. the battlefield of EXAMS. its so fast. freaking fast. it scares me to think its my second last exam to go thru. and the next exam, that very last paper, its gonna be my last day in nyp and last day with AF0601. missing them actually. graduation mood huh. hah!

but apart from this, i still have International Business ICA the last one, which carries a high percentage of 40% (tk agak2) and also Accounting Info System carrying a percentage of 35%. and yes after that, its days to exams. so scary.

and whats worst, my group have to come up with a choreography for DANGDUT song. yah you see it right. by 30 aug. oh my! so how on earth am i suppose to be relaxed? but i guess its normal for me already. coz every exam comes, there will definitely be something major happening to me that will take up my time for more preparation.

but thru this, i learn the golden word: PATIENCE and yes, PRIORITIZE. i have to totally sacrifice my social life. but still here and there. just like this SATURDAY! am heading to sentosa ! yeah man. i guess its e last proper outing before the exams come. to meet love, no way out. as previously, he will be coming to my house. and actually aids me in my revision. more of the memory work modules. here it comes again.

back from napfa, i was exhausted, seriously tired. but yet, i perservered and teach tuition. and it pays off. but yah, after that, did tutorials and gosh, my brains were tired too. and thus i decided to do my best, and thats it! so now im here blogging for the day. such a long entry, i noticed. i dont know why, its either i hide too much and now im bursting everything out. or its just that my fingers just wants to run around with the letters on my keyboard.

tml the meetup- simply cant wait!
sat- the sentosa, and yes, the DANGDUT dance prac commence
sun- Keluaran, i miss it. seriously! especially iring!

and in betweens, study- simply cant wait too! ~ NOT!