Aisophistic

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"Its not an attitude,
its the way I am"

twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.

they sure made my ride of life worthwhile.

Aisophistic Aishah

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008, self denial @ 11:18 PM

its demoralising. seriously. but through this ive learnt the golden word: PATIENCE. it affects my self esteem. although how ppl tink or assume that im a confident person, but hmmm.
i have to like i told bacin, or else i will be in depression. hah! what a joke.

i wonder up till now, theres no right solution. and how long have it been? i dont know. what i have left is just plainly, hope. this small hope in me.

i might be having this glee, but dear ones, its not what it seems to be. its all in a nutshell. perhaps, as easy to say, im living in denial, i guess.

why am i freaking emotional here? i dont even know why. maybe im at e stage, like many claims. but hmmm. just agreeeing, sometimes is the best. coz at times, people wont understand what ur getting at. and worst, when you dont understand yourself. oh my aishah, stop being so petty pls.

at least, im happy, coz the date with love at tcc. and also the super excited bumped into bacin and kak maz! and also, seeing ppl liking lyn's blog and ehem, see who lah. bragging huh aishah? haha!

sometimes its better to leave things unsaid. wishing for your loved happiness is the best although yes, the saying goes, one suffers, one benefit. its a fair world afterall..