gah! im back at home. seriously saturday night, i cant sleep! i was only asleep 1 hr before sahur. i am super tired now but i still can get my fingers of this lappy. 

however, the overnight was great! met up with cousins, some of them. on saturday night. a troupe came down! hah. with my niece irah, it sure makes the breaking fast so meriah. i miss that. seeing the younger ones, how much ive realised i have aged! soon im turning 21. the adulthood. its scary. 

im already feeling the heat now. this year, hari raya. im all alone in managing my expenses for my raya preparation. lucky i managed to persuade dad to help me abit in one of the suit. but when to see it, it was to no avail. how sad. so i have to start looking for new. sometimes, i envy those who dont have to worry for their raya preparation cause they know, there will be someone that will help them in either getting it or helping in a way. but why am i even sad, cause im used to it already.

promises made, break just like that

comparison

assumptions

prejudice

there are like my companion. only time will tell. 

itu tk kener, ini tk kener, aper yg kener. susah kalau kener mengener dgn org yg kener mengene dgn kiter. aku pun tk paham aper makne. hah!

on a good note, we went geylang just now. 2 cars altogether. then went to break fast at my cousin hse. she will be going off to jaipur, kashmir, goa and also srinagar. INDIA! shes seeing tajmahal! oh my, i love travelling too but hmmm. maybe when i start working. heh! oh yes, sulaiman! we caught you huh. mum and me caught you. chey chey. org tu dah ader org seh. tk blang! :D

i forgot to mention this. me and sis was complaining to each other how hot the briyani is. and the next minute, bibik came with a drink saying. irah asked for it. so sweet lah my niece. she went to the kitchen to tell bibik that kakak nk air lah dier pedas sgt. astaga! asal lah cute sgt. i have a few of her pictures in my hp but im just so lazy to upload it to my lappy. yes yes yes, my aunt gave me almost 1o hindustan movies. and being me, the crazy fanatic hindustan movies, hmm. what u expect. marathon ah abey! hahahah.