twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.
Thursday, January 29, 2009, 2 hrs of DILEMMA @ 10:04 PM
Things happen for a reason.
Love had his most 2hrs crucial dilemma of his life. Here it goes, i was telling Slut that Love is going for smrt confirmed briefing at 4 pm just now and i was bitching with Slut about everything under the sun. Usual gimmicks when lecture comes and after a long break. So we have lots and lots of things to share. I realised my handphone was off-ed, (my phone have this auto shutdown mode, yeah right). And when i switched it on back, i got a msged that shock me like totally!
Love got into police, his first selection! So its now the battle of pursuing his dream(POLICE) or going for SMRT ( which confirmed him a position already). If i was in his situation, i rather let the car bang on me. abit dramatic here. His mum called me and was telling me to advise him. Lucky him, his mum is totally okae with anything.
I got Slut to talk to him, as i am totally blank and worst, suffering a right red eye since morning, for no reason! She was telling him all the pros and cons. If he is already half hearted then he not go at all,which i totally agree. On top of that, i also got veenoth to talk to him. Veenoth was telling him to go POLICE as it is his dream, will you want to live your life with regrets. Can he take it to see all the policemen out there when he go to work for SMRT. But on the flipside of the coin, Smrt had offered him and confirmed his position, he is supposed to start next mon.
So after much thinking i guess, he decided on SMRT. and soon after that he weigh the pros and cons. And being Hisham Jakariah, i know he is fickle. And yeah, i knew it, his decision will change. He felt that lifes too short to have what if. He felt that he have the shot, why not shoot it.
To me, this whole experience was torturing but i learnt alot. I feel that if you got only shot, do not miss the chance to go, coz opportunity comes once in a lifetime. (yeah eminem lyrics) He is taking the risk. I think to go for your dreams really take courage. But to me, i have to forgo my dream. I shall take what fate decides me. Love had fate played with him just now. Just imagine a few hrs before signing a confirmed contract, your dream call and come knocking at your door. So if you are in this position, whats your take?
To love: I applaud you for taking up the courage to go and try for your dream. You forgo a job that is confirmed and soon to start work for your dream. I guess if you were to not get police, im sure the life experience beats it all. At least you will not regret and feel each pinch your whole life.
~Life is short, live it, nail it.~ i came up with this, from todays experience. :D