Aisophistic

...Aisophistic

"Its not an attitude,
its the way I am"

twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.

they sure made my ride of life worthwhile.

Aisophistic Aishah

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009, Mugging: HIATUS @ 9:58 PM

all i ask was to understand my situation. thats it. i am not sitting at home rotting or so, for goodness sake, im studying. i am mugging for my final exams and i am feeling motivated after much thinking and persuasion by you. but you dont have to put it that way. i totally understand, so indirectly you are trying to say im useless right? just tell me straight. maybe i was being a sensitive bitch. whatever!

so have my week been, nothing exciting to actually update you guys. after the last day in nyp, i am fully utilizing the time i have to study diligently for my final semester. i guess, after applying for degree, thats when it sets my motivation button on. Thanks to my parents, who paid for my application fee and not forgetting, giving me words of wisdom and full support in pursuing my degree. i have told them upfront that i may or may not get a place in any universities and im pretty flexible about it. i dont want to confine myself to hoping to get a place in the local uni. i believe its going to be tough year and all we can do is wait patiently. i will update you guys on the application status. will it be rejection or acceptance. LET HIM DECIDE. amin :D

i have got all the supporting documents sent and not forgetting paying the application fees. so my heart was at ease.

what did i do on valentines day? me and love are those people who feels its kinda cheesy to celebrate vday. so we didnt had a date in fact. i use it as an opportunity to get him his 24th bdae gift. too bad, i cant get it during the week, as i am definitely going to be busy, preparing for exams. i had tuition on that day, so after tuition, met love, got him his gift and choooot, went back.

so sunday till now, i did practically nothing but STUDY!.

i want to share this. i realise that if we humans place hope on somethings, and if its fated that we wont get it, we wont end up in dissapointment. like for me, i am open and flexible to all options out there, all laid down for me. i am totally adaptable to what is "installed" for me. this maybe a flaw in me, maybe to some, as honestly, it sounds as though i dont know what i want. in fact i dont know what i want, but one thing after i land up in "anywhere", till then will i discover that i actually dont like this and that. i guess im totally a on the job kind of person. like now, after taking this course, i realise some things i dislike and some things i like and can ace it. so its more of a discovery journey for me. discover myself especially.

so lets see now. where will all this take me to?

i got more things to worry now. like EXAMS.

to kyn: sori cuzzy. i cant make it as usual. im a busy bee, remember? haha. i have wedding to attend to. maybe some other time. carry on without me. have fun!