Aisophistic

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"Its not an attitude,
its the way I am"

twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.

they sure made my ride of life worthwhile.

Aisophistic Aishah

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Friday, February 13, 2009, Speechless @ 11:02 PM

one word, speechless. I think only god knows how i feel exactly inside. When i heard the fact from mum, i feel this immediate gushing of emotions right inside me. I dont how to draw into string of words to even share it with anyone. A whirlpool of emotions and mixed feelings is in me, as at right now. I still can believe it. It was just only yesterday or a few days back i heard a shocking news. Then now its another shocking news.

So now, its just me alone left in my chidhood cousin click, who doesnt belong to someone. A cousin of mine is younger than me, is getting engage like tomorrow? And i have no idea who her partner is. Yes i am the only one left, officially. So how on earth am i not supposed to feel pressurized. Seriously, it can drive me insane thinking of whats going to happen next and all. I hope my parents managed to kind of answer any questions asked, if there is. I am quite lucky that my parents have never pressured me when it comes to my future with love. There are in fact supportive of any decision we are going to make for eg like when to get engaged or hitched. To them, why rush when you are simply not ready. But im unlucky in another way. I guess let this be just within me.

But to you, dear cousin. Congrats on your "surprising" engagement. Im seriously taken aback. Hope i get to see your fiance soon yah. :D

To me, good luck. What comes next, it worries me.