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"Its not an attitude,
its the way I am"

twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.

they sure made my ride of life worthwhile.

Aisophistic Aishah

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009, Stop being Sensitive @ 10:18 PM

i want to stop being such a sensitive bitch and let small things affect me so much. I want to learn to be "ignorant" to what people say especially general things or even referred to somebody as its not getting me anywhere when i try and figure out why. Although how callous it sounds or seems to be, just ignore lah bitch. I want to be such, so i wont feel a blow slapped hard to my face which i actually dont know what the hell he/she can mean. If i dont agree, why not i just be cold hard as a rock. I want to be that one!

Besides, i feel no one will actually understand u 100% percent except for urself. Ultimately its ur life and the way u feel about things. So how much u try to put it into words, the sentence just cant be force and emphasized anymore. Humans afterall, we err too much. We tend to forget peoples' feelings and tend to put our feelings before others. Which at times, can appear selfish to others or even appear ignorant. But to me, whats more important is the happiness within you. If its worth the effort for that one, do it. If not, why care.

On the other note, i am currently feeling abit stressed up with things especially my exams and what to do comes graduation. I had actually make up my mind, but my mum, most powerful influential person ever, had somehow managed to inject some facts of life in me. Lets see how.
I will handle the exams first.

My cousin is pregnant and she is 23 this yr and my the other cousin is getting married next sat and his 22 (my age). Another cousin of mine is engaged at the age of 21, prolly, wedding next year. So you tell me, how i feel about this? No comment. Fullstop. :D

To love: NO matter how many ups or down we went through, i just want you to know, you are the best thing that ever happened in my life. Never once, you had walk out on me when i needed you the most. One thing for sure, I can never rate it or even weigh how much u mean to me in my life. You are none other than, my the other half. :D ily, sexy!