Aisophistic

Thursday, March 12, 2009, Bumpy ride of Friendship @ 2:11 PM

It was definitely a great "bump". So yes, i had long ago find it. But yes, it kind of dumbstrucked me. what the hell. hmmm. Its been quite some time. Didnt i know that you will bear such grudges. Oh come on man, be realistic. A true friend say things direct to your face and you take it in. Not be like one coward and bid "goodbye" silently. Not by avoiding those who wasnt at fault at all. And for one, call yourself a fren. So much for, lets remain in contact no matter what. All fucking bullshit and full of hypocrisy. If you feel that we change or even i change. Come on, we are humans. We cant possibly remain stagnant our whole life. There must be changes in us. To be a better and stronger individual as time goes by. But we will never neglect our friends ever. Not like you. :D Its such a waste to let go of friendship for just one incident that maybe had caused a stain in your life or whatever it had lead you to. It kinda self reflected on me that its way too obvious, there was no sincerity in your friendship. Friends for benefits i guess. But whatever it is, oh come on, be a woman. Face it and just let go of the past. No use hanging on to it. Please, everyone was affected although some wasnt even involved. What a joke. Zaman maner seh nk block block org kt msn kn. Be brave and face the music. Why hide if you are not guilty or whatsoever. I am bitch as im very straightforward and outspoken. Every of my friends know it. If they call themselves friend. So you were my friend, when just a small blow you couldnt take it. Oh come on, indeed you are really one TRUE friend. Thank you.

Friends never will call it "quits"

So we are still waiting for love response. The silence is like killing us. I cant take it anymore in fact. Mcm nk bakar ajer tu building. haha. Aishah, be patient. Its totally fine with us and even himself that he were to commence his training at a later date. As long as it made known to him that he is selected for it. Thats all that matters. This clueless feeling and hanging, nobody will love it right. But yes, we have to be patient. Insya-allah. Things will get better no matter how long it will take or how hurtful it will be. Just have the faith and the belief. Mcm paham ajer si aishah ni.

Yesternite meetup with bacin was as usual, GREAT. Alot of sharing and opening up as usual. So much we have change. Our opinions, our way of thinking are also different now. There will always be one topic that we cant avoid everytime we meet. Its such a waste eh bacin. Some friends we have. But nevermind, we had totally forget the past, no matter how hurtful the truth was. The actions by some friends we have. So much for being a friend. But what we know for sure, we treasure friendship alot, but if anyone were to say goodbye or even stray away silently and quietly, what can we do. We accept it and respect that decision. :D

Meeting love tomorrow. So excited. Member yang ajak aku kluar. Susah dpt punyer beb. Sumpah dah mcm minah eh bual aishah. haha. He seldoms ask me out. So when he do, i will feel all over the moon and be so excited about it. I dont care where hes bringing me or how early we will reach home, what matters is the companion with him.

Everytime im with you, i wish time will stop. alahai. shy lah.