Aisophistic

Sunday, June 14, 2009, Dad's Little Expensive Girl @ 12:09 PM

Finally. I get the time to rest. Staying at home. Home alone today. Not for long. Parents going jemputan. I can go if i want. But i think i'd rather rest. Even if i missed the chance to meet Cuzzy Susy who should be heavily pregnant now. HAHA. Even if i missed the chance to caress her tummy and feel her little girl inside. I shall just learn how to pamper myself.

And besides, its PAPA bday today. Gonna have a mini celebration later. And that also explains why i cant make it for meeting with the BABES. I miss fad, husi, ean and also my slut. They sure will have a great time, WITHOUT ME. And i cant be part of the fun. All for dad, that is! So now waiting for all the members to come back home and then have dinner together. Love will be joining us for a while coz abg botak needs to report back to camp. Book in ke pe bro! So where is this mini celebration held?- Right at the cozy home of ours. Home is afterall my best place ever. Home Sweet Home. So cliche!

Im like rejuvenating myself. Later i plan to watch grease part 2. Love bought a few cds. He is a total opposite of me. He finds satisfaction in buying cds and watch it. Spending on gadgets like dslr and all. But to me- apparels, heels, BAGS! The best thing ever that can be found in this planet. Its proven. How much of a damage im willing to spent just to get that! But the consequences, hmm. Let me bear with it for a while.

Speaking of bags, my mum knew i'd bought the gucci bag. And ive told her i will wear this hmmm for life. I know if shafie were to see this (the word: for life), the next thing he say will be "fuck you!" Itu anak got problem with me i think! Mum have been persuading me to do up a blogshop to sell my stuffs like shoes and bags. At a very low price. My temp colleagues have also managed to psycho me. Hmm, so ive decided, i shall do it. But first, i need to find the time to make the blogshop and coordinate the things i want to let go (with tears). Thats a BIG PROBLEM! TIME. Im just so lazy to switched on my laptop and wait for it to load, even after work. Coz it took me eons to do so and i get easily frustrated when it comes to technology. So im obviously not a gadget kind of person- but with an exception of CAMERA. DSLR and a hot camera please to replace my sanyo baby.

Sometimes, keeping it to yourselves will be the best choice ever. You will not appear to be a showy or not interested. Why take the risk to jeopardize anything. Mum injected some facts into my mind lately- yg sumpah cannot agree to what she say at times! But what she said finally woke me up. I shall not dwell on my past and keep on moving forward. No matter what. Mum said straight to my face, NEVER EVER let anyone control your life. Its your life. Your style your way.

Dont be ever affected by people's comment cause the reason for doing so is to just condemn you and bring you down. I maybe assuming but in reality its true. I'd rather keep it to myself and let people judge and say im selfish, rather than i let it out or broadcast it and let people dont think, but very obvious im bragging. Get what i mean right? Mum said this to me too, "Let it appear that you are selfish, but never ever forget your roots". Appear only. Cause afterall to me, nobody will ever understand what you mean or even consider your intention as it is what you feel and felt the pain. So might as well. If we live this way, insya-allah. We will get what we want in life. Thanks mama! Syg mama! I will heed your advice. Yang maner boleh load ajer okay.hehe.

Time to catch some alone time. In fact, i just did. After much thought. :D

Life's principle:
10% of life is made up of what happens to you, 90% of life is decided by how you react.

Very true indeed!