Aisophistic

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"Its not an attitude,
its the way I am"

twenteen-four :D
would love to appear classy and sexy.
i dig hot and beautiful women (inside out), ladies who are classy and poise.
i am still taking in love pills, predicted to be an ongoing lifetime 'need'.
i am content with God's gift: a family, true love, true friends.

they sure made my ride of life worthwhile.

Aisophistic Aishah

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Monday, August 17, 2009, Blogger dumps me. @ 7:23 PM

My blogger is getting from bad to worse. Lucky i can make do with the current situation. Or else, i shall just put away with blogging. But i love blogging, it had been a habit since i cant remember when. And this is an exception, as now, i hardly go online. Reason being, i have to always end up quarreling with my sis over usage of the net. This problem will be solved soon, pretty soon. With the help of the wireless system introduced in Cik Sudin's house please.

The previous week was a week that i shall just express in one word. Fuyoh! It doesnt mean wow or it doesnt mean bad. It means it was full of unexpected events which is expected in normal daily life of a human. Anything can just happen to us anytime as and when.

No doubt, with the right attitude and the right aptitude, you will be able to pull through any obstacles that pass by you. In fact, i am doing well with managing any sudden obstacles. I am not saying all this to prove the message that i am handling it strongly independently. I am just learning how to prioritize my feelings and keep on chucking the unnecessary thinking to the "shelf" when it is not even necessary to think. Once again, i am not putting across the message that i don't need anyone in my life to go through this with me.

But being me now, i am actually finding a hard time to share what i feel and even confiding in anyone. I have no idea why. Perhaps when there were things i went through that eventually made me turn to this individual now. I am that influential based on situation, even anyone who treats me "differently", he or she can be the spark of my change. But definitely, it will be a good change of me. I can even skip the "iwanttocry" part. I am that numb already, ladies and gentleman.

At times, i cant help it but the change is irreversible. Fret not, i am trying still. But if i cant, i wouldn't want to be forced.

Okay this post is too emo to include pictures of the not so bad week i had previously. Till the next post ppl!